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朋友

事情是发生在2010年6月25日 这可能对我来说是种遗憾吧 我不是想再揭彼此的对错 我只是怕我不记录起来 我会忘记我怎样失去你这个朋友 我希望这只是唯一一次也是最后一次了 因为我不想再失去任何一个人 在我身边的每一个人都带给我不同的回忆 起初,事情不是发生在我身上 是发生在我男友和他那群朋友上 从他告诉我他不再和他们联络 从我知道他们开始不和的时候 我一直没有站在任何一边 我知道,只要我插手,事情会变得更乱 但是归根究底,我是杰的女朋友 我不可能背叛他。。。也许没有到背叛那么严重 也就是我还是会站在他背后 虽然如此,可是我也没有对你帮他说活啊 我知道你不会听,也听不进 我只是他身边的女人 你们男人的事我不想插手 惟有让你们自己解决 我。。。。 真的没想到你会因为杰而把我牵涉进去 我以为你能够分辨我是我,他是他 可是你没有 说真的,我当时真的很生气 我想我很久没那么气了吧 但,我很清楚我在气什么 是我接受不了你会这样对我这个‘朋友’ 我不明白你怎么可以连这个无辜的我也牵扯进去 我知道,事后我也有责任 是我接受不了 然后对你大爆粗口,把你骂得很惨 我们还一度吵得很凶 大概那时大家的气都比较消了 你终于主动和我谈 虽然过程中,你和我还在气 但是我们还是谈了 到最后我们算是和好了吗?我不知道 有些话就算我怎么说,你也听不进 我原以为你已经习惯和他们一起的相处方式 原来不是。。。 可是好朋友不就本来就是这样子吗? 虽然有时候玩笑可能开大了 可是毕竟是朋友 就不能不那么计较吗? 我知道。。。你不在乎 不在乎其他人怎么说你 但,就这样失去了所有的朋友 值得吗? 咳,朋友~~~ 突然觉得对这两个字很陌生噢 事情已经过去 我也不应该再批评谁。。。 对吗? 首先,我真的觉得为了一件小事而和一群朋友绝交不是件好事 友情,就真的那么脆弱吗? 一段陪你经过人生中最重要的中小学的友情 就真的可以那么容易放弃? 一段友情不就是要互相谅解才能维持吗? 今天,我又听说了 我这位‘朋友’ 他。。。。。。 又再一次地对大家强调说,即使他没有朋友也可以过得很好 老实说,我觉得他很奇怪 我不相信一个人可以没有朋友的过下去 而且,我不懂。。。 不懂他到底怎样去看待一段友情 难道这样你真的会比较快乐吗? 我不知道。。。 不知道以后的我们会怎样 虽然口头上我们还是朋友 可是事实呢?你还当我是吗? 你一直不...

23.06.2010

doing the same post in the same time =) I'm success is trying to take the photo with him I'm so moody to update my blog recently There was so much things happened So, we were went to Midvalley and watched Karate Kid But the day was just nothing special First time that we spent not more than Rm 50 for our outing, because we are broke =.= Rm15 for movie + Rm15 for McDonald + Rm3 for parking fee That's all for our consumption on that day It's less right? I'm so proud with ourselves also =)

Finale Week

Phew~~~~~ I'm haven't update my blog for a week long Hmmm....... What am I busy for? There is my model @.@ I was not sleep for more than 4 hours in this week That's such a torture that u can't imagine Is totally exhausted Now it's left 2 days to go to my HOLIDAYS Yohoo~~~~~ Movie, shopping and hangout..... Here I am =)

D.I.Y

Went to Cziplee this morning Actually my purpose is only to buy a technical pen and some model's materials But I saw a D.I.Y photo frame, it is so cute and just Rm3.00 So, I bought it and I would want to do it on the coming holidays (I would like to do something to make you happy because there is a lots of things were happened between us) Who know? I'm so~~~~~ boring in the afternoon Firstly I'm just take a look on it because I were plan to do my miniature for today Finally, I can't stand for the boringness, then i started @.@ Time is just like an arrow, it pass too fast Oh God, I already spent more than 6 hours to do that some more do nothing with my miniature =.=ll Now, it is almost done and i would like to give him a surprise tomorrow (*p.s if I can finish it) hmmm..... Let's start to do my miniature and mock up =.=

A Relationship

That's not easy to maintain a relationship As long as a relationship, you will find out that is more problems between you and him As long as a relationship, you will know that you are not as strong as you think As long as a relationship, you will realize that how weak is your relationship with him As long as a relationship, you will start to not understand each other as well as u think As long as a relationship, you will know how important is the patient is As long as a relationship, you will start to lost yourself As long as a relationship, you will feel getting to collapse However, as long as this relationship, I can't live without you, even my hurt so bad However, as long as this relationship, I can't live without you, even I'm tired However, as long as this relationship, I'm still loving you very very much that's without a word that can be describe I know we both are tried I know we both are love I know we both are tired I know we both are work hard I kno...

复杂的心事

不知怎么了,心情很复杂 有很多事情闷在心里,说不出来 想哭,可是眼泪不肯留下来 想你,可是你明天有课 脑里面全部都是过去和现在 有很多很多都已经不同 人,要经历的真得特别多 人,越长大,烦恼就越多 学业,友情,家庭,还有爱情 学业 渐渐的习惯了上课的日子,可是假期快到了 好不容易才放下压力 可是下个学期又会有新的压力 谁说大学生活最轻松? 我还在想念中学时期 有你们,有我....... 怀念 友情 要建立一个新的社交环境并不容易 在一个不同天线的圈子里真得有点闷 话题也只有功课 顶多也是戏剧 要怎么样我才能熬过接下来的3年?忧闷 家庭 在这里没有一个人可以让我好好沟通 家里每天都吵吵闹闹的。。。很烦 有一个幼稚鬼弟弟和一个刁蛮的妹妹 还有一个脾气暴躁的我 家里怎能不吵? 还有代沟问题 父母永远都是一个模样........ 纳闷 爱情 时间越久,吵的也越多 从陌生到认识,从认识到相爱....... 好久好久 在一起那么久,才发现原来不是对每件事都那么了解 才发现自己原来没有那么坚强 男人,有时候一个紧紧的拥抱还比任何一句话来的窝心 女人,有时候计较少一点反而更快乐,不是吗? 我..... 又能做到吗?

Two is Better Than One

"So maybe it's true, That I can't live without you Well maybe two is better than one There's so much time, To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming und one And I'm thinking two , Is better than one" Just same as the song This is just what is happen between me and u I can't live without you Even we have a lot of arguments recently Even we are upsad and even heart broken I know.... not only me i know.... you are just same with me Both of us are tired But I knew.... I knew we are loving each other in the deepest of heart We both are trying to do the best Even not that good for now But I know.... you have tried your best for everything, for me At least u tried.... I promised I'll try to do my best too I love you

Drawing Class

Did some stupid thing today =.= I'm still fever in this morning but I decided to go for the class also See how hardworking am I... haha Then, because of I have to use A2 butter paper but i didn't bring Due to the reason that A2 butter is not available in art shop, so i bought a "SIZENESS" butter The paper is too too too big... That's why i have to resize it I have cut out the extra paper and throw it After that, I started to do my perspective But then I suddenly realised that I lost my Section Drawing..... I can't found it all around the class T.T I'm felt that I'm going to mad already At the same moment, I felt weird that why the extra paper I throw was out of size.... erm... I mean too many or too big or too thick... I don't know how to explain it So, I went to the dustbin and found the paper I roll and throw inside Guess what i saw? I saw my drawing was roll with the extra paper and throw by me =.= Hehehehe..... How cute am I? This is not my fa...

First Post

hmmm... actually I have never think it before to open a blog since I'm too free nowadays... here is going to end my last semester in foundation... most of the subjects are done... just have to prepare the examination and the drawings and design class... not much left ^^ for a addition, I'm a lazy people... hence, I won't update my blog frequently... hehe... so, for my FANS don't miss me too often ya... smile =) that's all for today... miss ya